Plus

 Plus

I’ve spent so much time alone

I begin to crave intimacy

But I’m not worthy

Despite being ready 

We know time and time again 

I fail at being the one 

And all I can do is try and try 

To become that someone

Its insane to believe in love 

But maybe sometime I can be 

Your plus

Your lust

Your everything that isn’t me now 

Your plus

Your must 

Your everything that isn’t me now 

If I want you for my own 

And what if I want  everything  

But I’m not prepared 

Am I still not ready. 

I know now and then I can fail 

But I know I’m still someone 

I can do it over again 

I’m the one that can climb the scale 

It’s insane to fuck and be done 

And still try and to still be sane 

Your plus

Your lust

Your everything that isn’t me now 

Your plus

Your must 

Your everything that isn’t me now

Belligerent 

Rhythms

Words that make no sense 

But they resonate

In my mind

In my eyes

Never mind 

Your plus

Your lust

Your everything that isn’t me now 

Your plus

Your must 

Your everything that isn’t me now