Deeper Into Solitude

 

Put yourself out there

And get pushed back

Put my heart on paper

Just to get burnt 

Become more available

Just to be ignored 

I’d try to be provocative 

But I’d only be ignored

There and then again

I’ve tried 

But I’ve given up 

I’ve cried 

No one notices

How far

I’m sinking deeper into solitude 

I’m falling further into emptiness 

I’m sinking deeper into solitude

I’m falling further into emptiness 

Live your life out there

Panic attack

Social life is nature 

For me it weren’t 

To be, try to be able 

And to be restored

I’ve still tried to be talkative 

But like a broken record 

Skip skip skip repeat 

I’ve hoped

I could find my tribe 

I’ve coped

No one sees my fall

How far 

I’m sinking deeper into solitude 

I’m falling further into emptiness 

I’m sinking deeper into solitude

I’m falling further into emptiness 

I try and stand out

Make a stand

Make a scene 

But I’m alabaster on porcelain 

No one sees

No one cares

No one knows 

How far. 

I’m sinking deeper into solitude 

I’m falling further into emptiness 

I’m sinking deeper into solitude

I’m falling further into emptiness